ARGH. PISSED OFF AND IRRITATED. FOR NOT THE FIRST TIME,I FEEL LIKE I HAVE NO LIFE. WELL WHY? OH BECAUSE I DON'T. I'M CONSTANTLY BEING DOMINATED BY MY MOTHER. NOW I CAN'T EVEN GO XUEWEN'S HOUSE FOR PROJECT. BECAUSE ITS 'TOO FAR' AND 9AM IS THE PEAK HOUR SO IT'LL BE JAMMED. SO I TOLD HER I'LL TAKE THE BUS. AND SHE WON'T LET ME AND SAID I HAD NOTHING BETTER TO DO BUT SQUEEZE ON A BUS. WELL IT'S A PROJECT I HAVE TO DO IT!!! UGHHHHHH WHATEVER. YOU'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND ME. FROM THE DAY I NEVER DID AS WELL AS JIE, I ALREADY KNEW YOU DIDN'T LIKE ME. BECAUSE I'M TOO IMPERFECT. NO LOOKS NO BRAINS NO TALENT,THAT'S ALL I AM TO YOU. YOU THINK I DON'T TRY WHEN I'M TRYING. AND WHY AM I TRYING? I'M TRYING BECAUSE OF YOU. I'M RUINING MY OWN LIFE BECAUSE OF YOU. I'M ABOUT TO TURN INTO A SOULESS ZOMBIE BECAUSE OF YOU. EVERYTHING I DO I TRY TO PLEASE YOU BUT YOU'RE NEVER PLEASED. JUST BECAUSE I DIDN'T DO AS WELL FOR PSLE AND DIDN'T GO TO RGS. I BEHAVE,I TRY HARDER THAN EVER, I TRY TO IMPRESS YOU BUT NOTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE. YOU HATE ME AND THAT'S THAT. NOTHING I DO WILL EVER CHANGE MY OPINION OF YOU. IT'S NOT MY FAULT I DON'T HAVE A SENSE OF MATH AND AM NOT INTERESTED IN MUSIC. YOU KNOW I LOVE DANCE. YOU KNEW THAT SINCE I WAS THREE,WHEN I WAS CRYING AND BUGGING YOU TO LET ME LEARN BALLET. YOU KNOW THAT DANCE IS SOMETHING I WILL NEVER EVER LET GO BECAUSE MY PASSION ALREADY SHOWED WHEN I WAS YOUNG. AND NOW YOU WANT TO TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME TOO? WHAT DO YOU WANT? I'M REALLY TRYING BUT TO YOU IT'S LIKE I'M STILL IDLING AROUND. YOU TELL ME TO READ, I READ. YOU TELL ME TO WORK HARD, I WORK HARD. YOU TELL ME TO GO TO SLEEP AND I DO THAT TOO. BUT YOU STILL DON'T LIKE ME. NOW I FIND THERE'S NO POINT TRYING ANYMORE,BECAUSE YOU DON'T SUPPORT ME IN ANYTHING. BUT DANCE IS SOMETHING YOU WILL NEVER TAKE AWAY FROM ME. EVEN IF YOU TIE ME UP, I WON'T STOP EVER. NOW I'M JUST GOING TO WORK HARD FOR MYSELF. I NEVER ASKED ANYTHING FROM YOU,BUT YOU KEEP ASKING EVERYTHING FROM ME EVEN WHEN I'VE GIVEN IT TO YOU.
That's it.I can't take it anymore.I'm not going to rebel [well I don't know how to and don't dare to] but now it's just me on my own.Not like that wasn't true from the start.You never supported me in anything I do.To you I'm just the worst child you can ever have.
releases my bankai on 6:15 AMY
~The Shinigami~
Lee Wan Yu
29th November
Rosythian--->Dunmanian
FinalFantasy fan :D
Bleach Fan :D
Kaichou wa Maid-Sama fan :D
K-ON! fan
